blessed month ending soon...

I have been bad, really bad as compared to couple of last few months, i couldnt pray 5 times whole this month, no particular reason but i feel bad, specially when this blessed month is goin soon, May Allah help me with my condition ...

So well Eid coming soon, it could be on Wednesday, Thursday, or Friday, depending on what mosques decide and what plans i got, after all it all depends on your comfort when you wanna do it, which is kinda ridiculous but thats how it works in britian...

Was just thinking how excited we ( me and my siblings...) used to be during the last 10 days of ramadan as usually roza time decreases and eid time coming soon, nothing of such excitements remain, may be coz im living all alone now and havnt got anything much planned for Eid anyway so khair..

whatelse, yeah a full week free of lectures, woohoo! actually its a reading week coming up, designed for students to catchup on there lessons and everything but dont know i have strange feeling of holidays:D ( may be mixed reaction coz of ramadan endin,, Eid and hectic uni schedule earlier )

well lets see what comes up next week :)